Short Classy Girl

Starting fresh with no more deviations!

I am starting fresh I have gained weight, I am now 124lbs and I want to be 100 by the ending of July. They boy I was in love with for a year and half now, turns out never loved me. He just wanted to have fun and also it’s my fault because I was so blind. It hurts. I was day dreaming yesterday,imagining what if he was the type of person I wanted him to be and what if we were together. The reality is that he is immature, a coward and I am just repulsed by him. I am letting him go and if one day he mans up and realizes what he truly feels for me then I will take him back or maybe not. I can do so much better anyways. And I want to lose weight not because I want him to regret because well,looking hot is the best revenge. I am doing this for me. I want to look good and feel good. I want control, and I want to be a perfectionist!

Woke up at 5pm (I know bad)
Had chai and half biscotti (150)
Yogurt (200)
Fried okra with roti and mango pickle (400)

Total: 750 calories

2468

Starting 2468 diet as of today, however I will not consume rice or any sweet treats!

Sw: 120
Cw:120
Gw: 110 
Gw2: 105
Ugw: 95-100

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Starting my diet today!

I have decided to go back to my old diet, and I will not check weight till I go back to the doctors on December 26th 2012. I just have to be consistent with my diet and exercise regime. I think my ex and his best pal who used to be my closest friend will visit ny in december and looking hot is the best revenge. I know that I don’t ever wish to speak to them again but I can’t help but miss them. I just have to remind myself that its over and that the best is yet to come!

‘When I look into your eyes, and you look into mine, I don’t feel quite normal. I feel stronger and weaker at the same time. I feel excited and I feel terrified, and honestly I don’t know what I’m feeling but I know the kind of man I want to be.’

I love you Sheldon Cooper!!!

(Source: pammieomana)

Just because I decided to leave doesn’t mean I stopped caring or liking you. I had to leave because I knew that staying would hurt me. I wished you could’ve loved me back but I know that’s impossible.