I am starting fresh I have gained weight, I am now 124lbs and I want to be 100 by the ending of July. They boy I was in love with for a year and half now, turns out never loved me. He just wanted to have fun and also it’s my fault because I was so blind. It hurts. I was day dreaming yesterday,imagining what if he was the type of person I wanted him to be and what if we were together. The reality is that he is immature, a coward and I am just repulsed by him. I am letting him go and if one day he mans up and realizes what he truly feels for me then I will take him back or maybe not. I can do so much better anyways. And I want to lose weight not because I want him to regret because well,looking hot is the best revenge. I am doing this for me. I want to look good and feel good. I want control, and I want to be a perfectionist!
Woke up at 5pm (I know bad)
Had chai and half biscotti (150)
Fried okra with roti and mango pickle (400)
Total: 750 calories